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Angelina's Player Registry Information

Last Updated 06-16-2010 07:31 am

Player Alias: Angelina
Title: , Aingeal dar Cathu; ~*{ I'm here to kill off paradise }*~,
Member of Clan: Order of Twilight
Character Race:
Fey
Fey
Class(es):
Class(es)
Barbarian
Barbarian
  Wizard
Wizard
  Shaman
Shaman
  Rogue
Rogue
  
Alternate Aliases: Cinnamon, Imriel, Jenavieve, Ruala, Cairo, Jeydan, Vienna, Karera, Sheridan, Antalya, Sabriel, Ridley, Kichijoten, Yukimi, Aingael, Bennett, Jubilee, Quiddity, Kylaia, Bredaia, Adalita, Venice, Kerevan, Seralyn, Canaan, Xiaolyn, Kittim
Location: Southwest Bumblezark, PA
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Homepage URL: http://www.myspace.com/cathudaraingeal
 
Character Description: UPDATE ALERT: I've been MIA due to complications from a nasty flu bug + my usual. I'm not back yet, but I may be on my way back up. I check my messages and email daily, so if you leave me one I WILL get it, it just might take some time to respond.









its just easier to overthink things
when i ask myself why
for the fiftieth time before 10 AM
i can't help questioning
and i don't want my name to be a secret
because all your secrets are safe with me
i want you to shout it half as loud
as i scream your name
walls are built up and torn down
its a process we all dance around
i'm not sure what's going on
and i'm not sure what's going wrong
wrong with wanting to hold you
and i shake, but you hold on to me
what's wrong with wanting to touch you
when you breathe deeply
and feel everything that makes me long for you
society scolds us for the decisions we make
selfishness is wanting you while I have you
its intoxicating in this solid hour
your power drives me
my eyes blur, i stand alone and i stare off
trapped inside the bars of eyelashes

"Villains Always Get the Girl"
subtitle: What's Wrong With This Picture?




You look at yourself.

~*{*}*~


Goddess of Mischans, Queen of Non Sequiters, Princess of Useless Trivia, Grandmistress of the Awkward Silence, Professional Moodkiller and Aingeal dar Cathu of -+[T]wilight+-


[[this is where I hide my power
this is where I become free
this is where I take control
and slowly choke your fantasies]]


~*{ forever his Angelic Fruitcake }*~

Angelina's hair looks like it's never been cut, and is: a shaggy, stringy mess
You are a young fey approximately 4'7" tall.
You are using:
<used as light> an iron-plated sp[e]ctrogenerator (used) (lit)
<worn on finger> the ring of the dead (used)
<worn on finger> [.: gra anois agus go deo :.] (new)
<worn around neck> -{the all-seeing eye of a vengeful Angel}- (new)
<worn around neck> a pendant of meditation (new)
<worn around neck> -{a-Quickness-of-Wit}- (new)
<worn around neck> -{A-Monetary-Blessing}- (new)
<worn on body> a magical suit of admantite field plate (heavily worn)
<worn on head> a headband of Tame (new)
<worn over face> -{the-Face-of-Evil}- (new)
<worn on legs> (Invisible) a pair of yeti hide leggings (used)
<worn on feet> the boots of shame (used)
<worn on hands> -{Leila's-Wrath}- (new)
<worn on arms> a baldric band (used)
<worn as shield> a dented shield (damaged)
<worn on left wing> griffon wings (slightly worn)
<worn on right wing> palladium wing armor (new)
<worn about body> Yourban's soul (heavily worn)
<worn around body> -{air-of-angelic-mischief}-
<worn about waist> the belt of the master craftsman (slightly worn)
<worn on hip> -{Final-Eclipse}- (new)
<worn around wrist> a fetish of a fey
<worn around wrist> a bracelet of the elements (new)
<right hand> the mace of the elements (worn)
<left hand> Book VII: Brief Lives (new)

Current Armor Resistance (AR):
(Head ) Pierce: 92 Bash: 90 Slash: 93 Exotic: 90
(Torso ) Pierce: 83 Bash: 81 Slash: 82 Exotic: 80
(Arms ) Pierce: 90 Bash: 89 Slash: 91 Exotic: 88
(Legs ) Pierce: 90 Bash: 87 Slash: 90 Exotic: 87
(Wings ) Pierce: 84 Bash: 81 Slash: 85 Exotic: 83

Equipped weapon damage:
With your knowledge of 'mace', the mace of the elements can cause up to 228 points of damage against 0 ar.
Excepting defenses and dynamic modifiers, you will hit 73% of the time.

You are carrying:
an unbound -*{ HellCats + Haloes }*- manuscript (new)
the voices in your head
a plush Primus doll
a suit of Tetragrammaton platemail (new)
an Xaventry house key
a Tellerium house key
a Sigilian Crossing house key
-ta cion + agam ort- (new)
a debit card from Rainbow's End Bank (new)
the fragile emotions of Lewd (new)
a taxidermy wall mount labeled Zaiaku Amano (damaged)
-=-HeaVen'S CLouD-=- (new)
-{an-Angel's-Tears}-
Book IV: Season of Mists (new)
Book X: The Wake (new)
Book VIII: World's End (new)
Book IX: The Kindly Ones (new)
Book II: The Doll's House (new)
Book III: Dream Country (new)
Book I: Preludes and Nocturnes (new)
Book V: A Game of You (new)
Book VI: Fables and Reflections (new)
Book XI: Dream Hunters (new)
the Key of Dira
the Key of Gath
-{Dream-Shroud}- (new)
a gnomish miner's bag (new)
your pants (new)
-{Hellfire}- (new)
-{Typhoon}- (new)
-{Tsunami}- (new)
-{Gaia's-Rage}- (new)
-{Shadows-of-Forgotten-Dreams}- (new)
-{an-Angel's-Shadow}- (new)
 
Player Information: Redheaded, pale, short, light, easy to throw around, pouncy, cranky, abrasive, blunt, nerdy, generally antisocial, mildly obsessive-compulsive about grammar, little patience for ignorance and stupidity.

If I sound like a gamergeek and a channer, it's probably because I am. If I sound like I read far too much and am a horrible poet, guess what. And as always, your opinion on any of this means less than zarking nothing to me, kthx.

P.S.- I do not add people I don't know to MySpace or facebook, so if you're going to send me a request you'd actually like to have accepted, put a note with your charname in the request. Other page: http://Writing.Com/authors/anangelsshadow



Restrings:

<used as light> an iron-plated sp[e]ctrogenerator (used) (lit)
<worn on finger> [.: gra anois agus go deo :.] (new)
<worn around neck> -{A-Monetary-Blessing}- (new)
<worn around neck> -{a-Quickness-of-Wit}- (new)
<worn over face> a bunny-inscribed [eyepatch] (new)
<worn on hands> -{Leila's-Wrath}- (new)
<worn around body> -{air-of-angelic-mischief}-
<worn about waist> (Pulsating) P A R T Y H A R D (new)
<worn on hip> -{Final-Eclipse}- (new)
Book I: Preludes and Nocturnes (new)
Book II: The Doll's House (new)
Book III: Dream Country (new)
Book IV: Season of Mists (new)
Book V: A Game of You (new)
Book VI: Fables and Reflections (new)
Book VII: Brief Lives (used)
Book VIII: World's End (new)
Book IX: The Kindly Ones (new)
Book X: The Wake (new)
Book XI: Dream Hunters (new)
You drink blood from -{an-Angel's-Tears}-.
a debit card from Rainbow's End Bank (new)
-{the all-seeing eye of a vengeful Angel}- (new)
You fly down on -=-HeaVen'S CLouD-=-.
-{Dream-Shroud}- (new)
-{Hellfire}- (new)
-{Typhoon}- (new)
-{Tsunami}- (new)
-{Gaia's-Rage}- (new)
-{Shadows-of-Forgotten-Dreams}- (new)
-{An-Angel's-Shadow}- (new)
the voices in your head
your pants (new)
an unbound -*{ HellCats + Haloes }*- manuscript (new)
a plush Primus doll
(Invisible) a bracelet of braided bloodrose vines (new)
a taxidermy wall mount labeled Zaiaku Amano (slightly worn)
a suit of Tetragrammaton platemail (new)

Might've missed some Mad






Don't look at me, I can stand it until you look at me / stay on your side of the room, and don't meet my eyes / everyone is watching, but no one sees / no one sees what you do to me / a whisper in the dark, and it means everything / I don't want want to be your... dirty little secret...


--------------


"Jealousy"

The villain's resurrection.
It's happening again.
The wicked one is planting
these thoughts inside my head.
His hand upon my shoulder,
his words make so much sense;
and through his eyes I witness,
a world of happiness.
But silence is my savior,
I will not hurt this girl.
Defy the beast to spare her
this pain inside my world.
I'll bear my cross, remaining
a ghost she cannot see,
while battling my demon,
whose name is "Jealousy".
 
Player Interests: hurts to smile when I feel this lost
endlessly scarring myself on the outside
to try to kill the thing gnawing inside
don't want to be just the same
but can't stand the things that make me different
what is this thing raging within
demon, disease, simple dysfunction?
or am I just weak?
do all of these smiling fake glassy-eyed clones
feel this and deal, when I am unable to stand beneath this weight
of loss, of lack of love, of simple lies told to
simpler minds who never question
never wonder, never stir within their cocoons of cold content?
thier stagnant world of dulled emotion and buried dreams
holds nothing but terror for me in a world that does not
reward the search for ultimate happiness
that most unattainable of faerie tales.

"Peter Pan Syndrome"
subtitle: welcometomyworld


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tonight is fermented in this red plastic cup
and i'll drink it down and
pretend i'm someone else
until i throw it back up
a long walk home and the moon keeps me company
the stars save me from my misery
on these nights, my mind surprises me at what it sees
stuck in this haze that's supposed to numb me
but when i crawl into my bed
after a long night of feigned sobriety
i'm anything but numb
the blankets hold me down
cause if they didn't
i'd probably be running straight to you
tears would run down my face
and you'd ask me why i'm crying
and i'd look down and
let the last tear fall into my red plastic cup

"Nightmare on Main Street"
subtitle: The Drunken Lonely Kutztown Blues


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To Be... Without

Lingering glimpses of half-lived moments
confused in the context of reminiscence.
Why is it nothing's as good as it was?
Or was it ever good- until the past tense?
-
I joined in the laughter of the moment,
I drank at the parties, spilling hollow lines.
Funny, but I can't recall the jokes now...
Odd that I no longer crave the taste of wine.
-
Terrorized by gripping fear of loneliness,
staying awake until far past needing sleep-
I no longer worry that I will be without.
I worry about the company I keep.

Angelina has Heart 113 good comments and Broken Heart 4 bad comments.
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Angelina has 4 public logbook entries, the latest dated 11-21-2009 12:38 pm.
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  • List of the toy/clothes/costume/general useless crap collection requested. [Posted 11-21-2009 12:38 pm]
    This is what's on Angel. Maybe I'll remember to add the stuff in all her lockers/on some of the alts later. But probably not.

    P.S., donations of things not on the list are accepted. ;>

    an emerald-hued deck of cards
    a small plaque d ...

  • Moved so it stops being zarked out. Saved by request. [Posted 02-02-2008 11:09 am]
    "Don't ask your friends for help when the world is pressing against your glass. They're being pressed too. One of you is bound to break. Don't let it be you. When the glass breaks and you fall through, all your friends will come together and wonder "Why di ...

  • Legacy Love Night -- Mission Accomplished! [Posted 04-09-2007 02:39 am]
    'You are here tonight as the first step on the journey of life together as a couple.' Phronesis says. 'Here
    before the Powers, you will make this pledge. This is a step not to be taken lightly, for it shows
    devotion, dedication and a willingness to joi ...

  • Getting Handfasted Soon! [Posted 03-15-2007 03:32 am]
    okay, so I was excited and tired and completely forgot to log it, but Yuriko and I are getting handfasted! Most likely not this coming day, but the one after, because Mkvenner and Elynril are getting handfasted the same day! I said we'll kidnap Phron and ...